Destination is thus defined...

when the travel is to the destination, lots of things are to be done..

i alwayz thinks of different options..

first i thought of planning each steps..

after i thought of a surprise take off..

atlast i reached nowhere..

so i went to a warm sleep..

i saw a dream... in the dream i was walking on a long straight road..

there was nothing & nothing at all on the road except my shadow..

but there was no light also, i wondered how am i seeing my shadow... or was that another person.. actually i don't remember it clearly now.. The path was full of dark, i felt too cold also...

after a long time at the end of the road i saw a light.. it was a red light..reddish one..the light was coming too fast..or was i running towards it...?

not sure... when i was gonna touch it,wow, it got disappeared...

again darkness...but i felt something extra more & more deeper..

i don't know how to explain that feeling..

it was like...ah yes, when we are jumping from a very high bridge our heart will be in an immense depth filled with something,rite...? I felt the same in my dream that moment..it was increasing & increasing...i began to run towards the nowhere darkness...

suddenly something went pass by..it was whitish..i turn back, yes it is white & it was going away...i began to run towards it...

when i was gonna touch that, again it disappeared .. its like frustrating..but in dreams we cant felt frustration,rite..?

at the same time i saw that whitish and reddish ones in different places...sometimes like north and south..sometimes near..sometimes coming towards me & going back.. at a point of time it started to blink in a same point... so i slowly moved towards it..

i was gonna touch reddish but suddenly i touched white... 

on a sudden somebody grabbed me into the white...

all on a sudden darkness faded..now its all white around...

it was more like a room than a road.. 

a room with no door..maybe the door is hidden..anyway i didn't see a door...i heard something..when i turned, i saw a line, it was brown..then i saw another line near that..when it goes on, there i saw a drawing..it was like an invisible man drawing a picture..when the drawing was finished, i looked into it.. it was a girl's photo..not that short but a bit fatty and not that fatty...but the picture was like she was turned to the other side..

suddenly another sound..there i saw another picture..it was a rectangle, a big rectangle..no no..it was a door...it had a lock..i saw two hand prints on the door..it was reddish..or bloody hands...?

when i turned to see the girl's photo, it was not there..i heard a knocking sound, the door slowly opened...it was all dark on the other side..suddenly the whole room went on fire..but i dint felt heat..through the flames i saw the girl calling for help..face was not clear but her eyes,ho,it was like..so beautiful..filled with fear...

..fear of burning down..?no..it was something else..something too deep..what is it..?suddenly from nowhere there's rain...when i saw i was in a mountain top..i saw her sitting under a shade..she was playing something alone..no someone is with her..but i cant see..

when i saw i was on a sea shore..I've never been here before..i don't remember this place..but i saw the girl there..she was kinda lost...searching for something...she was searching and searching...at last she got tired and fell on the sand & started crying...i began to move towards her..but a huge tide came over me..when i saw, i was in a park..there i saw she sitting alone..her friends were calling her for something..but she ignores them..when i went near her, she was looking at something in her hand..it was a photo..i eagerly went to see it..suddenly someone grabs me and i was like flying..when i saw i was in a road..either sides was full of trees...there i saw the girl..

..she seems happy..she was laughing..she was with her friends..she had a rose in her hand..before they stood up and went, i saw the girl keeping something in the bench and a rose near it..

when they went, i move towards to see what that was...it seems like a photo..when i move towards more, i was like shocked..or can we felt shock in dream...? it was my photo....!!!! i turned and ran to see the girl..but she was nowhere...suddenly a big whitish light came towards me...

BOOM...i opened my eyes..it took 5 minutes for me to understand that it was a dream....

i was full of sweat still my ac was running..!!

what was this dream..?

is that was some illusions..?or any connections to reality(except my death..)...?

slowly i made my own meaning to the dream and it was like this..

"death is our final destination..what matters in life is not the destination..its the path towards it...finding true love..its the wonderful path..."

it was a great dream i ever had...

the end...