who am i...?

Life is strictly to be awesome...

i have wondered me as the reflection of others.. like mirrors....

to find me is to find yourself....

somethings i wish to say were ruined by my words...

the nature is a magic and god is a magician...

the whole beauty of nature made me feel that...

i cant speak it to you, but i can express it in my actions...
Sometimes i think that i am lost... but i am not...
to be lost, you are supposed to know where it is you are supposed to be...
and i am pretty sure that i dont even know that...

i am the person who ran the whole world to find true happiness...
once i thought that happiness comes when we get something that we dont have.... 
but later, those same reasons made me understand the worthiness...
that recognizing and appreciating the things we have is where the real happiness lies....

i am the person once thought that trusting others is the tough one...
but later, those same reasons made me understand the worthiness...
that trusting thyself is the tougher one....

life always gives me surprises....
i always tried so hard to find me....
the ways i went through....
i lost many things... things that are precious than my life...
shredded tears more than a shoulder to hide...
but when i stopped being who i am, i found myself... at peace...

still.. after a lot walked through life.... the same question arouses...
WHO AM I....?

winter is here...

Life is strictly to be awesome...

the best of every seasons is right here....
in one sentence winter is like "cold, cozy nights, warm blankets and hot chocolate"...
but if we go deeper, winter is something real big...
it makes my wishes comes true....
it has been so kind to me...

winter is been known as spring of genius as it teaches many things...
rose in winter shows the strength of love - strongest one survives...
view of snowfall through the window reminds the memories made...
regrets and mistakes - they are the memories made...
trees in winter reminds the honesty as they being the experts in letting things go...

winter teaches an important lesson... nothing burns like cold....
white lips, pale face, snow all around....
winter always shows that there is always a beauty lying under simplicity....

words cant convince anybody... live through it.. and then believe...
winter is awesome....

Life will move on.. but YOU in my heart will never...

Life is strictly to be awesome...

i have never stopped at any place....

i have never met not even myself...

but i have met YOU... YOU dont know how much happiness YOU gave me...

all people i have seen, all places i have been are same to me.. 
but YOU were always different....

i cant show it but YOU are in my heart...

dreams are reappearing to me, no matter how much i brush them away....

sometimes i feel like the dreams which are broken and left behind are taking me away on their wings again...

the moments changes the separation of real and illusion to me....

who knows, maybe the breeze, those illusions will take me to YOUr direction...

everything around me is pushing the thoughts about YOU...
nothing about YOU can never be erase off...
as YOU say, maybe i dont know what YOU are...
but i know what YOU are not... even if YOU never admit it also....
I LOVE YOU....