Life is strictly to be awesome...
Compared to other people, I haven't had many hardships in my life...yet...
I mean, not really... you know, shit's happened...
But that always happens, right...?
But as of me, the real challenge, the real hardship in the whole life is me...
its always been me...
As long as i can remember, I have never not been afraid...
Afraid of failure...of letting people down...
hurting people...getting hurt...
Before, if i kept my guard up and focused on other things, other people...
if i couldn't even feel it, then no harm would come to me...
I screwed up...not only did i shut out the pain, i shut out everything- the good and the bad...
until...until there was nothing....not a damn thing...
its fine to just live in the now...
but do you know the best part about now...?
the best part is that there is another one tomorrow...and the each other day after that...
and i am definitely gonna start making them count.... each and every damn one....
